Saturday, November 28, 2015


I've been going through quite a lot lately....working, trying to get in SCAD, and so much more.  I met this amazing guy a few months ago and he's wonderful and has started to help me repair my relationship with God.  I was always raised to have God in my daily life but
I've slowly veered away from that more and more without even noticing.  With moving to Georgia I've been able to do a lot of soul searching and with that came finding God once again!

I realize as a Christian there’s a big difference between self confidence and God confidence. My confidence is proud of the strong person I have become because of my past…as if I am the only one who has endured more pain and suffering than anyone else I know, and I haven’t even experienced a midlife crisis yet. I subconsciously put the focus on me and next thing I know I’m having anxiety. So I pray to have God’s confidence. His confidence is a quiet and humble, comforting peace that assures me He is guiding me and good things are to come. I know that it’s His confidence working in me when my walk, my smiles, my laughs, and the way I talk are in tandem with His joy. I notice that I have a different, much brighter glow about me and the credit for making me the person I am today is because of Him. I have to remember that.

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